Brain Dead

The strangest thing happened at work the other day. The other cashier on duty and one of my managers were on one side chatting away about something, all smiles. On the other side were the hostesses, smiling and giggling about something. I kind of looked back and forth and thought about myself, the odd, quiet girl out in the middle and I literally almost started crying. I just thought about how I can't do that - I couldn't walk up to either group and possibly join in and talk. I can't talk like a "normal" person and I just got sad. Granted, the almost crying thing was almost certainly tied to period hormones. I'm not the type of person that just randomly starts crying in public. I hate that I don't have any offline friends. But I don't usually get that upset about my lack of communication skills. Though it bothers me from time to time and I guess that was one of those moments.

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Stacey